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 Its getting really disheartening... With my results and all... I cant believe i focused so much on subject that im not good in and neglected those that im good in ); i mean... I did improve for those that i suck at but... My As dropped to Cs and Fs... But my Fs improved to Cs... But really, on the whole, its horrible as fuck. I cant stand all these anymore. Why are my results so horrible? ); okay i dont care... By prelim 2, I'm gonna have to cut my L1R5 by half so I have to start my mugging session like... NOW! Oh wells... Everyone tells me to forget bout the failure this time round and focus on the next prelim by studying my all now... But its still really demoralizing. Anyway, its the june holidays... i suppose im going back for a few trainings just in case... Bt im scared. I mean... I know everything. They think that I don't. Plus nobody has any respect for me over there. Its like im invisible. They think theyre all that but how much different are they? They still end up backstabbing on another... Oh wells. At least I still have dear Fel (; Oh next week I gotta go back to school on tuesday and wednesday for math lessons. Haixz... My math... I dont care.... I have so gotta pull those up by at least 6-7 grades... T.T *sobs* and I suppose my sciences too. Haixz. Okay anyway... Enough with subjects and results... Really dont feel like talking about them. So anyway, week 2 of june holidays I have some study camp. Called super teen by dr ernest wong. Oh wells. Its some motivational camp too... Haixz... Honestly, I dont really think it can help me much though ); oh wells.. Oka maybe it will for a certain period of time but other than that, Idk what else it can do. Haixz.... Oh wells.  Oh yeah i cant wait for 14th june!!!(; wheeee~ haha the class having some 12 hr prep for debate. I CANT WAITTTTT(; I dont mind sticking to our normal grp or changing(; It will be damn fun^^ heehee. Okay thats all for now... Gotta do my work... xoxo. Labels: Emotions |