So first, happy topics.

LOLS, so yesterday was Cedar Fiesta. I suppose it was kinda fun. Needed the chill time to relax and hang out. I'm so glad I met so many of my friends<3 and taking photos with yall was so fun(:

HAHA anyway, after that went out with Glen for dinner and we were talking like mad. HAHA! It's funny how our situations are so similar. Except thing is I don't even know if I like that person whereas for him he definitely like a certain special someone<3 (WINKSWINKS)

PRATAMANIA AND ROCK CLIMBING FTW~

HAHA, anyway, here are some photos:

So here's where the depressing part kicks in ):

Today was series 3 and I guess I pretty much hate myself and I wanna hide in a hole.

I couldn't even clear the first freaking height! WTH! ARGH!

And the worst thing is that I thought I was already mentally prepared that I may not be able to get into the team but then I just broke down and cried. Probably why I just ran away after my 3rd try. ARGH. I hate myself so badly. WTF.

It's such a bad day ): and you have to make it worst.

I mean seriously, I feel like you only talk to me when you're happy so I can entertain you.

When you're pissed you start blaming me and all...

somehow I think Glen is right about all the psychological effects and all.

and you knew. You knew I felt horrible and you jollywell went to make it worse. WTF?

you never cared did you? All you cared was whether she made it in.

Okay you know what I really wanna end all these stupid problems of mine.

It's my last year in secondary school and I don't wanna fuck it up. I'm already fucking screwed for pole vault but no way am I screwing up all the other stuff.

I'm really lucky I have Felicia<3 I love that bitch.

Went with her to scape after the competition. She makes my day feel so much better.

I mean, idk. I can't believe I hardly talk to her in the past. she so awesome.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10150654857168048 (video of us being random^^)

HAHA anyway, gonna focus more on other parts of my life now.

Next week is week 10. (SO FAST!!!!)

and sadly, Friday is both my physics SPA and meet-the-parents(MTP). ARGHHHH, can my life get any worse? Okay this meant as a remark, not a challenge kay?=.=