I don't know whether it's just me or what but I've been doing a real lot of thinking and self-reflecting these few days...

and I guess you can say I've been pretty emotional. But anyways...

Society is seriously stupid. I mean, they say be who you really are and don't care what others think. But I guess they forgot to tell you that to be different also means to be alone. Whether o not you like it. To be an individual.

I guess that's pretty much the reason why I keep to myself a lot.

All other people say is "Why do you try to fit in, when you are born to stand out?"

Well, those who stand out are definitely on a whole other level. I don't wanna lose myself just to be the person who others want me to be. If so, I might as well be a robot.

We're often manipulated in more ways than one to fit in. But is that what we truly want? To fit in?

I myself do not want to stand out. But I don't want to fit in either. I just wanna be who I am. And let others like me for who I am. It isn't as if I don't know that a lot of people like me for who they think I am.

Why isn't anyone replying me?! THIS IS URGENT! argh...

And please don't tell me you're running away from me now. I really need to talk.