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 JERYL S. Cedar Pole Vault. Instagram
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Anyway, haven't been to your blog in ages and since a little birdie told me to check it, so I did. Don't blame me please but I hope you actually wanted me to read it. Anyway, I hope you can understand how I acted. I don't hate you. Honestly. But I don't particularly like you especially what you said about my friend. Don't worry, I'm really not the sort of girl who dumps her friends for new friends. He's not my boyfriend or whatever. But the way you scolded him would have really hurt. So if it weren't for my looks you wouldn't like me? If I looked like what he looked like, would you scold me like that too? I don't know how many times I've reminded you that I'm not who you think I am. I'm not that pretty girl. I drew away coz you didn't bother knowing me well enough. Okay don't worry, I'm not blaming you. In fact, I really won't mind talking to you again. The only reason why I built a wall between us is coz you cut me off first. You decided that we're not to be friends. That I don't deserve it right? Well, it's up to you. The choice of whether we really end up as strangers or friends? Yeah well, it's up to you. Your blog honestly really did touch me. But what I wanna say is that I really did treat you like my brother. I really wanted to help you move on. Not move on by making you like me and forgetting her or smth. But just basically moving on. Even after a break, you guys could still be friends. You can control your own life. You do still have the choice if you wanna. And you may wanna think it through. Coz you should know that you kinda do fall quite easily... Like your new crush now? Idk, but if you really like her, please, let her feel like she's the only one. Let her feel loved. Don't leave her in the lurch when she's in need of your help the most. Just... Be there for her whatever Kay? Do that for me. It's the least you could do counting on the friendship we had in the past. Like what I have said before, this is probably the reason why I don't wanna get into a relationship and fall for people. Because I'm afraid of the heartache. And even if I like someone, I'd rather keep things to myself coz I don't want to be let down or be rejected. Oh and technically I didn't ask for your number /: I asked for Facebook btw~ oh wells. Ignore me. Anyway, that's life for you. All of us have to face it. You meet strangers and become friends. From then on, it's your choice how this friendship goes. Whether you'll become strangers again or whether the bond will grow stronger. Don't change yourself for others. Change yourself for yourself. Be a better you. Okay if you wanna knowing more, you can ask me yourself. If you want to. Your choice. Coz I'm not gonna post some stuff up coz they're too personal. Anyway, I really hope you can understand my point of view. I'm an introvert and that's just how I view things. We're 2 really different people that were strangers. And probably if you met me now, you'll still just walk past. Anyway, I just wanna thank you for everything you did for me and for liking me? If you felt you did anyway. Oh wells. Thats what I'm gonna say for now.  Labels: Emotions, letter, response |