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 JERYL S. Cedar Pole Vault. Instagram
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Tears that flow endlessly that cause my head to hurt so bad that I can't sleep and feel like puking. The nerve keeps hitting me and it hurts real bad); Yeah. I hate that. Worst still? Some song in the background that relates to your current situation plays and you cry harder. Yes. This is pretty much why I hate being me. Because I'm so damn sentimental and emotional. Urgh. I really wanna just gather all these emotions and lock them up somewhere else in my head. Not my heart. I hate crying. Especially when there's someone else in the room and you have to cry without letting them hear. I really hate that. But this ain't the main point I suppose. FRIENDS they play an important role in your lives. So when you meet a good friend, treasure them. And do your best not to take then for granted. Don't wait for them to leave before you realise that you have been being a bitch all these while. Or at least that's what I realised I have been doing. So its probably too late to tell myself "I told you so". So I just wanna tell you guys, TREASURE YOUR FRIENDS. Every single one of them. Especially those that stand by you through your ups and downs. They are the ones that are worth the effort. TRUST ME(: I probably only learnt this lesson now. "Never take your friends for granted because you never know when they're gonna leave." I really don't want anyone else to feel what I'm feeling now. Okay maybe just coz I'm some overly emotional bitch but yeah~ please go and think it through. You won't wanna regret only after your friends have left because, trust me, it ain't a good feeling. You will cry. Cry till your head hurts so bad. Okay maybe that's just me being me, and overly emotional girl. But either way, the main point is just, TREASURE YOUR FRIENDS. Anyway, this is a special post dedicated to my "BROTHER" DUANG(: Haha first time hearing me call you a big brother right? HAHA! Be honored(: Anyway, I'm sorry I won't be able to send you off later. If I could, I really would but that's not that case now. Hmmm... And I'm sorry if I've been pretty annoying lately. Even I myself find myself annoying. Anyway, you've been an awesome friend. One of the best friends I could ever have. No joke. I know that I always say in scared of getting caught talking to you coz I may be kicked out of the team but hell, I don't care now. Besides, you're not technically training with us now so it's alright I suppose?(; teehee~ anyway, thankyou for EVERYTHING. Like seriously, EVERYTHING! All the random gifts, birthday gifts, treats and all. I really really do appreciate them from the bottom of my heart<3 Haha! So, hmmm... I really don't know what else to write here... YOU MUST COME BACK AND VISIT US SOON ALRIGHT?(; and keep in contact Kay? Tell me how UK is(: I'm gonna be so jealous>< pfft. HAHA! But either way, I hope that you'll be happy wherever you are and that you'll study hard alrights? Don't be too lonely over there^^ and you must tweet often Kay? HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT!(; Love, Your dear "little sister", JERYL! "roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you" -today's quote is super cliche but I'm too lazy to go search for quotes><  |