They would rather end the pain than to continue living in misery.

Facing the people that criticize them each and every other day. I can pretty much guess that they rather be non-existent.

Anger, an emotion that I really don't wanna always feel.

Sometimes I really wonder whether people even consider how I feel. Half the time I'm either being thrown aside, left out, ignored or scolded at.

When I try to explain myself, apparently it's considered talking back. SERIOUSLY?!

And what's with my whole family looking at my phone?! And commenting about me using my phone?! URGH PEOPLE! If you haven't realised, it's the freaking holidays already. I really can't stand any more of this shit.

So I'm not allowed to stay up late to talk to people or to use my phone, but I'm allowed to stay up late to study? So basically all you want me to do is study. WTF?!

All day you people have been telling me "Now holidays, don't want use your time to study, spend your time on such useless things like these?"

DUDE! IT'S BECAUSE IT'S THE HOLIDAYS WHICH IS WHY I'M NOT STUDYING AS HARD AND YES, WASTING MY TIME ON USELESS STUFF LIKE THESE.

Can you guys stop being such control freaks coz I'm really suffocating already.

And seriously, can you go mind your own buisness?! I sms whoever I want, wherever I want, whenever I want. And I do not need you lecturing me ever 10 seconds.

This is actually what a phone is made for you know... It's not my problem that you hardly use your phone.

AND YOU! stop bugging me already. If others don't want to lend you their phones, stop going around and asking why I can use mine. SERIOUSLY! IT'S MY PHONE and I do whatever I want with it.

And you're younger than me, what makes you think that you deserve a phone at this age. At your age, you think I had a phone?! SERIOSULY!

You're already leading a much better life than me so stop comparing and bringing me down with you. Coz when I go down, I will definitely give you a load more hell than what you had in the start.

Anyway... I really don't wanna hold all these in me already. It feels like I have a huge boulder on me...