Okay, commontests starting next week. HAIXZ...

Damn sad sia. What crap, and I havent even started revising for the first exam at all larh.

SS hist ><

I suck like shit in SS. I don't even get how to identify V1 to V4.

What shit man...

And seriously, it's not like we're going to be going to Northern Ireland or Sri Lanka any time soon...

Damn crappish sia. Why must the countires have civil war? Seriously! They live in the same country man!

Haiyo, you know what comes out from all these fighting? Angry students who have to study and analyse them-.-||

Oh wells, I'm gonna have to live like this for the rest of the year and next year so... Oh wells.

OMG, I so can't believe one term is gonna be over just like this...

I don't even know what I've learnt so far man. Okay maybe I do understand some parts...

Such as Chem (A wee bit), Physics ( only when Ms Thang teaches... I dont get the powerpoint slides Mr Teo gives us) and MATH^^

My faved subject haha.

Crap, I just realised that my O level Chinese oral coming up soon...

Not too sure exactly when but, OH WELLS.

HAHA, my chinese suck ttm anyway ><

And nationals is in 2 months, 3 months?!

I REALLY WANT TO TAKE PART! REAL BADLY!

I think if I don't get in I'll regret like shitloads. DAMMIT!

Why the hell must I injure myself at this point of time?!

This is totally ridiculous man!

I feel damn hopeless. Seriously, at such an important junction!!!

And the worst part is, I've gotta look at people jump when I myself cant ):

ARGH! It's so pissing off. And everyone is already trying to cross 2.5m alr!!!

And I'm like sitting there cursing myself...

Seriously, I WAS IMPROVING!!!!

And everytime I think about not being able ot get into main team, not being able to jump, not being able to beat my PB and be the top few make it really hard to control myself, and then I always cry... URGH, seriously, this sucks.

But of course I don't show it to people that I'm crying...

Oh wells. I can only blame myself for this. I'm already missing hte competition next Sunday! And it kills me to think like that.

I don't like to be the one missing out on everthing><

Haixz...

JERYL YOU SUCK!

Urgh, forget it...

I'm gonna try my best to improve my upper body muscles so that I'll be able to improve im my stregth(:

I don't want to lose out!!!

Fighting~~!<3