I know that. But what you guys should really know I'm a real hot-tempered person.

I'm a sore loser. And yes, I have more bad qualities than good ones.

I know all these! Don't you guys think that I know?!

What do you think I have been doing? Giving in?

I was trying to calm myself down.

Coz I know that once I get REAL angry, I will seriously say vulgarities. I don't like them but I WILL say it if you keep pushing me to my limits.

I'm already on the edge of the roller coaster ride of my life.

I seriously don't get it.

I know I have to be the strong one here, but I just can't.

It's been like this since I was a kid.

I was never known to anyone as girly. I was always one of the naughtiest few, or in other words, boyish.

Or at least that's how i think of myself since I was a kid.

But it's not always like this.

A hero can also be the one to fall so why can't I?

It's not as if someone known to be a strong person can't cry.

Maybe, just maybe, I may be a strong person on the outside, but when it come to the inside, I'm definitely sure, I'm not.

I can bet you. The number of times I cry is way more than lots of you.

and sometime, after I cry, I forget the reason why I started crying.

Kay, I know some of you out there will be thinking "She's such a baby."

Okay fine, say it. But one thing's for sure, all of us have our times where we become babies.

The only thing is that others don't know about it. Even I feel insecure telling others about it.

Okay, backtrack, so what I'm trying to say is: